It's two in the morning and am not feeling sleepy.Well I feel if you are too tired you feel like sleeping but once you close your eyes you feel you cannot sleep.(Dunno about others this happens to me..!!)Added to the fact that my routine does not allow me to sleep before 3.
I am tired.Had gone to a dhaba to have dinner and so had to walk for around 6Kms.For some one as lazy as me that's a hell lot of a distance.
A very peculiar thought came across me.Well there are so many females who are victims of molestation or eve teasing..many who do not even complain so the number is large.I just thought what would have happened if God would have decided to change the rules just for a day.That is on that day all this teasing business would be undertaken by girls. That is we guys would be molested.
Now I must clarify here that I simply hate such heinous crimes and the pain which is being bared by females is unthinkable.I am just taking this in a more lighter note so all you Women centric organizations or so called Mahila Samities may please forgive me.
Coming back what happens if we are molested.I mean a guy walking down the road and 3 to 4 females after him shouting"Kya item hain"? I mean how will we feel.Now hey I have changed the rules here so all you guys thinking that it would be fun can forget that because God has changed the rules.So we would feel bad.Imagine a guy running into the police station complaining that he was molested.
Cutting the crap..What I do not understand is all those bastards(pardon the language nothing else coming in mind) doing these forget that they have sisters at home,they forget that he's living because his mother was kind enough to bring him into this world.
Ah enuf of this senti stuff(or serious stuff whatever you want to say).Need to sleep.Signing out!!

OBLIVION

I am fading into oblivion
My identity is lost...
Yes! No one knows me here
Friends..No I don't have any.
I was once famous and talked about
Am now in self doubt!!

I was once the golden catch
but now have to start from scratch
Am losing it day by day
And there's nothing I can do...
Pain is unbearable,word's intolerable
I am fading into oblivion
My identity is lost!!

I want to quit,want to go back
Have many questions but answers are few
Everybody's unknown,everything's new
Depressed,disheartened,defeated,dejected
Was stoical once in life
Am now being hypochondriac
Am in darkness,not a soul to be found
Not even a flicker of light can be seen around
People shouting pointing fingers at me
And am helpless,can someone hear my plea??
I am fading into oblivion
My identity is lost!!

ALONE

Alone, alone
This lonely life beckons
No friends, no buddies
Only me, myself and I;

Alone, alone
This lonely life awaken
One sliced bosom to lament
One dented pride to defend;

Alone, alone
A lonely life to reckon
Chemo cocktail – a must-have menu
Chemo hangover – a physique transformed;

My heart – it tremble
My lips – they mumble
Hands of plea outstretched
To walk not,
To travel not,
This demented path – ALONE!

Janet Tai

BANG..!!(Desperate for a Gandhi!)

BLASTS MAIM DELHI....The Times Of India had a cheeky caption ready for today's newspaper.I wonder when will they run out of words to describe these cowardly acts.I mean they could have used Bang..instead,to the point and conveying emotions too.
Coming to the point the Indian Mujahideen took a considerable part of today's print and television media as they were successful in eradicating few more innocent lives by planting few more bombs and luckily for them this time unlike Surat there was no malfunction either.(Who knows even that malfunction was a deliberate one)
And like a routine our politicians were out.Half playing blame games that the party having the power cannot do anything so please do not vote for them and the other half pleading that we should live our normal lives.Few even congratulated us for our spirits that we have shown."please don't be bogged down by these attacks.we should live normal lives!They want to disturb social harmony"! As if we are living such harmonious lives!!
So get ready India! Our newspapers for the next one week will bring different articles showing why we are helpless in front of every organization which wants to come here and have a blast(literally!!)Every news channel will have opinion polls and every reader will have some suggestion to give.
Ah!For God's sake wake up India!I pledge to every Indian today.Please be bogged down.Please do not maintain social harmony,because as it is terrorists have had an upper hand.If mamta bannerjee can keep on irritating Ratan Tata when he wants to do some good to Bengal,even we can irritate our politicians through Dharnas,Hartals and stuffs.!!
My suggestion to every terrorist out there is if it has to be delhi,why not the politicians! I mean there are so many there man!!Plus it does a lot of good for our country!
Help us..!!We need Independence!!Gandhi needed badly now!!

Crap...!!

Well this blog was supposed to be a continuation of my previous blog describing our trip to Jog falls and then to few beaches in Karnataka but then here I am never to be bound by plans or routine.Well I went to Bangalore today(I stay at a nearby place called tumkur). As expected Bangalore never dissapoints.We had a blast there.I noticed the happening crowd .One thing which I noticed was the way couples were hanging out.Hey,before you get me wrong am not a part of Shiv Sena or RSS so relax am not against this public display of affection.I am a typical college going spoilt brat, so here I am SIR! Writing about that 4 letter word which made Romeo and Juliet,Heer Ranjha and so on.You are right..LOVE!!
I write this maybe out of frustration because my story resembles a one straight out of Hindi Films. I like a girl but don't have the guts to say this to her.Add to the fact that she is a close friend and all you Majnu's out there can realize how difficult it is?
Well I have a simple question to all you so called hooked up people!I have seen my friends talking endlessly,hours after hours on the phone.I asked one of my friends,"Yaar! What is that you keep on talking?"Now hey I agree that's totally personal but the intuitive me couldn't wait.
My friend had a simple reply"Just fall in Love man! You would come to know"
Well even if I find all this love thing as crap(yes you can say out of frustration now),you will have to believe me that I have seen DDLJ 25 times.
I personally believe we Indians have this mental setup that if a story has to end it should end on a good note.Or else what reasons do you give of DDLJ making history and SLB's Saawariya being a disaster.
So all I want to convey to all you guys out there is Man..!!there's nothing as tomorrow so if you like a girl go ahead.She can't have a better partner than you.And if you are rejected,start hating that female from that point or else your life's going to be hell.But hey no Devdas business please!
Devdas was an idiot.!While I believe his love for Paro can't be matched,he should have moved on.Instead that guy wasted money and time on alcohol,eventually losing life.Total loser!
And hey all you Girls!If a guy likes you and you don't,think of a different rejection line and not that we are just friends coz then there's no friendship left!
Ah...enuf of this crap stuff.All you love hungry people out there, Go get a life!!

Jog falls people say,is the largest falls in India.So a visit to those falls was obviously a topic of hot discussion amongst all my friends who couldn't be a part of that trip.We, a group of 35 guys suddenly decided that it will be shameful on our parts if after staying in Karnataka for more than 3 years now,we do not visit the famous Jog. So one fine morning we packed our bags and that night boarded the bus. It took about 8 hours so that when we finally had a glimpse of Jog falls,the early morning sun was playing hide and seek with a tiny piece of cloud.

The view,well to just describe it as majestic will be waste of space here coz it was much more than that.When we left the bus and had to walk for about 10mts we could see nothing. The Jog was covered completely by fog but even that looked fantaboulous.
Then we decided to take a closer look and so all of us started a descent .Luckily the water wasn't at its best and so we could easily take a shower in nature's lap.But the journey isn't that easy. As we kept on moving we realized that the stairs that were helping us go down,after a while suddenly vanished and we had to move through rocky terrain.

After a while the going got difficult as rocks became wet due to the splashes coming from the falls and they were slippery. One slip and you go down by atleast 10 feets into the water.But as they say.when the going gets tough,the tough get going .Finally we were standing 1000 feet below from where we were about an hour ago.Yes! It took about 1 hour.But the risk was worth it.We thoroughly enjoyed ourselves.
Finally it was time to go back.If coming down was risky,going up was damn tiring.But we found stalls selling lime soda and stuffs like that an we gulped down everything as if we were released from prison where water was a precious quantity.
The trip to Jog was a memorable one and i seriously want to be a part of such trips.But the trip did not end here.
We guys then moved to a beach.But that will be in the next post.